Staring right back in the face, a memory can't be erased,
I know because I tried.
Start to feel the emptiness, and everything I'm going to miss,
I know that I can't hide.
All this time is passing by, I think it's time to just move on.
When you come back down, if you land on your feet,
I hope you find a way to make it back to me.
When you come around, I'll be there for you,
You don't have to be alone with what you're going through.
You don't have to tell me what you're going through,
I won't be the one to let go of you.
I think it's time to just move on.

So talked to the big cheese this morning. No further pay increase. And he laughed at me, to inult me further. Treated me like a small child. And Lesley thinks I should take the job.

I left work and came home. Just could not be bothered any more with all that shit. And I know that everyone thinks I'm being stupid and annoying over it. But I don't want to sell myself short, and I think I'm worth more than an extra two grand.

Spent most of the day sleeping. Was nice to check out of reality for a while.

Reece is heading over to England in March, am thinking I should go with him. There's nothing here for me anymore is there? No boyfriend, no good job, nothing.