How can you mend a broken heart?
And how can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes this world go round?
How can you mend a broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please mend my broken heart, and let me live again.

I can't wait for New Year's, so I'm going to make some New Year's Resolutions now. Or not so much resolutions as things I hope to achieve this coming year.

Firstly, I intend to beat this corrosive anxiety that seems to be slowly taking over my life and has got infinitely worse since November.

Secondly, I want to find someone who I love and who loves me. As stupid as it sounds, I now want someone who I can have a relationship with. Even though I've fought and fought against ever having that.