What you see isn't what you get,
With you there's no measurement.
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there.
You washed away the best of me, and you don't care.
I'm gone, to find someone to live for,
There's no light at the end of the tunnel,
Just a bridge I need to burn.
You're wrong if you think you can just walk through my door,
That's so you, coming back when I've moved on.
Nothing matters when you're broken,
That was me when I was with you.
Always ending, always over,
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster.
I'm breaking that habit today,
All I needed was the truth, and now I'm gone.


And so I have arrived at the weekend. Gasping for a day off and I don't know why. Applied for two weeks holiday today for early March.

My new teams think I'm cool. Easy going, relaxed, fun and organised were just some of the words they used to describe me. Even though this wasn't the job I would have chosen, it was still pretty damn cool to hear that. Made me think I'm not as bad as I think. And I got to spend the morning in Switch listening to Gwen Stefani singing her heart out.

It was great.

All the stuff I write, the stuff in green at the beginning of each post...it's not about anyone in particular. It's just what is there at the time.