I wanted your love, but look what it's done to me,
All my dreams have come to nothing, who would have believed
That all the laughter that we shared would be a memory,
I cannot count the tears you've caused me,
If only I could have seen...
And do you ever think of me, and how we used to be?
I know you're somewhere else by now,
Loving someone else no doubt,
Are you breaking someone else's heart?
Because you took my love to where you are.
Isn't it too, too bad about us?
I wanted your love, but I got uncertainty,
I tried so hard to understand you, for all the good it did me.
Now the places that we knew remind me of how we were,
Everything is just the same, except all I feel is hurt.
And do you ever think of me, and how we used to be?
Isn't is too, too bad about us?


Ewwwwwwwwww I have a kidney infection. Went to the doctors yesterday and she gave me a good poke in the kidneys which hurt like hell. So now I'm on antibiotics (which are HUGE) and I have to drink a crapload of water. Medical certificate giving me three days off work too.

The boyfriend has been very helpful though, bringing me all sorts of nice things to make me happy.

Can't wait to start new job, want to get stuck in to making the store do budget again etc etc.